Wednesday, November 11, 2009

what...

What kind of person am I , when I love P!nk, like Lady Gaga, melt on a movie like The Notebook, do Crochet/knitting......

None of this goes along with another

Hahahahahahahahah........omg

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Што створење сум јас кога ја сакам Пинк, ми се свиѓа Лејди Гага, се топам на филмови како The Notebook, плетам......

Ниедно од овие не си одговара со другото

хахахахаххаххаахах... О Боже

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Дожд

Надвор врне дожд
Ама мене убаво ми е на душата! Ладно е надвор а јас имам топлина околу срцето....
Секоја нота од баладиве што ги слушам во моментов ме носи на еден облак погоре... не сум сигурна дека со зборови можам да ви го претставам моето чуство.
The Notebook...............го гледав филлмот завчера. И уште не ми излегува од глава....ми буди преубави чуства. Никако да сфатам дали јас сум ваква дека го гледав филмот, или се возбудив за филмот поради тоа што сум ваква...... :)))
Не е битно, само нека трае

Thursday, August 6, 2009

It's my birthday :)

Oh yeah...And I'm so excited...I don't know why...Do you know maybe?

:)))))))

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Happy news

I am very happy to announce that I finally published my crafty cozy crocheted things on a Facebook page. It's not that "that" was something very hard or impossible but I finally gain courage to do it. Somehow I was not prepared to do that, I was like: maybe someone will laugh at me and say things that I won't like...but I got over that...(i hope so....???) How can I be so non self confident? I hate when I feel like that. And if someone of you meet me, would never say that I don't have self confidence. But..we are all multilayered... and only god knows what's underneath. What a brain am I! :))) So now you see how that self confidence is getting back to me? a? a? a?

And the other great news is that I've talked to a founder of the macedonian portal for selling things online, and I will sell my products there. I'm super excited! :))))
I don't know when I will start, but I'll start preparing the nice cozy things. Here's my blog for a closer view of what I'm making.
Also I'll have a meeting with the president of the Macedonian Chamber for handmade things and also agree for preparing things for the events that they organize.
And I hope to have a news like this very often, because I really enjoy my occupation with this matter.

On more great news, the GREATEST..................................tomorrow is a non working dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.....woooooooohoooooooooooo.......Ohrid wait for me!!!! :)

have a nice day, week, weekend or whatever ;)
Yours, N.

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Marija

The time has come for me to tell you the story about me and Marija, and to explain this post on my other blog :)

I met this beautiful creature on MY SPACE! Yes, my space. It's still funny when I look backward on our beginnings. I mean...everybody are meeting boyfriends girlfriends...and I found a real friend on Myspace!!! Actually is Pink's fault. I saw something about Pink on her profile and added her as friend. And it was love at first comment...hahahaha....

....And then our energies split together and we still can't believe that it is possible to find someone to whom you'll feel that much bonded at this age (and at myspace????!!!!!) Sounds impossible! And I'm glad we bust the myth of "mission impossible" :) We share the same dreams, same daydreaming passion, similar sense for living life...we both enjoy Mojito the most, dance in Bodeguita del Media como locas ;) ...etc.

And why I said that it's her fault? :) She pushed me to write a blog, to promote my fine arts on the web...she trusted in me and she convinced me that I have to show my things to the world :)

And that's it! She's my soul mate!

...I've dedicated 3 post to her so far...it's too much! She will be flattering if she knows :)))

Monday, May 18, 2009

Refreshed

Yes I'm REFRESHED! And i feels sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good! :)) Yup

....Thanks to my friends, thanks to my beautiful home, my home town, and the streets, and the air there.....and the birds that were singing in the morning, and all the weekend as whole!
With all the stress that I have at work, this weekend really helped me to think in a positive way and to decide what is worth of my attention and suffering and what's not! I really hate that I'm only 26 and taking life that seriously......hahaha..... And how am I suppose to take it?
I want to be FREE, CARELESS, POSITIVE, AMBITIOUS......Maybe after I some back from Paris....?
Yes , yes you heard well -Paris! :))) My lovely cousin works there, so we were planing this Paris thing for few months, and in a month or two it'll become real! ..Uh I can't wait! I've been there once (4 years ago) and I'm happy to have chance to go again...wooooohooooo, I'm so excited ...and I just can't hide it....lalala lalalal.....

Hope this feeling will last forever! It depends on me, right? RIGHT?
;) Wish you a great week ;)
Great memories......

mozaiknatence2


P.S. I love my mom very much! Thank you :*

Saturday, May 9, 2009

Friend.ship

This is one of the most adorable way of someone showing me that misses me :))

Marija misses me :)

I love her I love her....not just because if this! ;)

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Beautiful weekend in Veles


Pasion de Buena Vista

Can you imagine what kind of energy is that??? I couldn't! I could only feel it through their music while listening to them on my player, but to watch them dancing and singing and shaking their bodies like crazy......oh my god! I still feel that excitement in my heart.
And let me tell you about Pachin, lovely old man, of 76 years, yes 76! when he started singing.....real Cuban sound, that voice......he was even doing cha cha cha moves, he had that funny black&white shoes, moving his feet in the rhythm of the songs.......I can't even find a words to express how exited I was!
Lovely Pachin *** Pasion de Buena Vista
The dancers- they were dancing like boneless! How can they be s fit, so sexy....
Also there was an old lady called Maida Castaneda great singer, although I have never heard of her so far. When she start singing *Mi tierra*....

La tierra te duele
La tierra te da
en medio del alma, cuando tú no estás.
la tierra te empuja de raíz y cal
la tierra suspira si no te ve más...... (lyrics)
my heart blowed out!
Maida singing "MI tierra"

Tomas Sanchez also impressed me....He is the only artist who is allowed to sing the hit "Chan Chan" by Compay Segundo" free of charge. I believe that most of the people at the concert in Skopje came because they heard of the famous "Chan Chan".
And everything was just so powerful, the musicians, the dancers, the orchestra......me.... :))) I was dancing like crazy! Wow I want this feeling to last forever!
I didn't mention, CUBA is my favorite daydreaming destination :) and my "MUST GO" destination. I just like that "non material" world (which will be changed in future :( ), where the problems and taught situations in life are solved only threw the music!

Pasion de Buena Vista

Sunday, March 29, 2009

Good day

This morning was not promising the kind of day that I actually had :) It was cloudy, windy, and I was up to travel to the mountain Popova Sapka and ski, and when I saw that ugly weather....ugh! But somehow I encouraged myself and told that siting at home won't change anything to better! And instead calling this weather ugly, I tried calling it "not like" yesterday, and my mood changed immediately to a good one :)
And we arrived at the my adored mountain , shortly called Sapka (meaning "hat" in Macedonian, and the whole name is POPOVA SAPKA, which means POPE's HAT), drank a coffee and prepared myslef for skiing, one of my two favorite sports. I was very exiceted, untill I noticed that it's raining :S BUt I encouraged myself once again today and I hit the ski terrains :) And had a great day skiing, enjoying the crazy wether, mixed with fog, rain, wind, sun from time to time...And at the end of a day I feel happy, fullfilled, and burned :) I don't know how is that possible : to get burned on a that kind of a day?
What I have left now is to enjoy the magic of this day for 2-3 hours more and to prepare myself for tomorrows day at work.
XoXoXo N.

Thursday, February 19, 2009

Daydreaming

Првпат пишувам блог и се плашам тоа што ќе го напишам да не биде смешно или не знам какво..ама не е битно....се решив и морам од негде да почнам.

Daydreaming: Тоа е состојба што ме *поседува* поголемиот дел од времето....која толку многу ја сакам а ми прави и гоооолеми пореметувања во секјдневното функционирање во *земниот* свет..хаха....
Се прашувам од каде и зошто тоа чуство? Што е тоа? неисполнети соништа? Полесно е да сонуваш отколку да се фатиш за работа и да направиш нешто......да создадеш???? Толку прашалници, а сепак го знам одговорот....пффф Тоа е тоа!

Најголемиот проблем е нешто друго- како да ја смирам својата потреба да бидам СЕ :))) (е како да го објаснам ова сега....? :))) )да сум успешна во се, да патувам секаде, да живеам на сите омилени мои места во светов (невозможно нели?) да ги учам сите струки што ме интересираат....(а тоа се: јазици, Англиски, Италијански, fine arts, e-bussiness....доста е)..И доста е! На 26 години сеуште не знам што ме исполнува најмногу, што најмногу сакам да правам во животот.....А врмето си тече...или ќе мора да го променам моето сфаќање за поимот време, и да се убедам дека никогаш не прекасно за некои работи. НЕЛИ?
Сепак не е се така црно...кај луѓето околу мене секогаш предизвикувам пријатни чуства, ме проценуваат како позитивна личност (не се далеку од тоа), често пати сум СОС служба за најголемиот дел од моите пријатели :))) а сепак јас имам некоја празнина во мене...

Ама тука ќе мора да заврши приказната...
КРАЈ-СЕ ФАЌАМ ЗА РАБОТАААААААААААААААААА
I'm gonna get things done..my way!